Thoughts in my head
visions in my mind...

Everything I loved
was ripped away...

My head is spinning
my blood, it drops...

I am not alone in this place
Ive got my shining razor blade...

I once loved you
you once loved me...

I want to quit cutting my wrists
I want to unclench my fists...

My head is spinning
in this bed...

I want to run away
far away from this place...

When I was up in Heaven
I watched my friends forget me...

Not a word was spoken
not a single thing was said...

Help with the pain and help with the tears
help with the lies and help with the fears...

You beat me, raped me, and called me a thief
and after being tortured for a few years, I...