"Little girl, little girl"
They're knocking on my door...
I'm painting a picture of you
the person i used to see...
You said you would be there for me
Told me I could be strong...
Just sit back and watch me
watch me while i fall...
Insecurities raging
As burning tears fall...
Lets take a trip through the doors of my mind
lets see what horrors we can find...
Happiness smiles and bids farewell
Spreading her angelic wings...
Go to sleep, shut your eyes
Fill your thoughts with lullabies...
Looking into his fearful eyes
I see ribbons of despair...
My sickness courses through each vein
it labels me with a relentless shame...
Mixing black and white to Grey
Its confusing living life this way...
I dance, and laugh, and put on my act
the only one people will see...