Get all dressed up jst to stand in the rain...
get all dressed up just to sit in class, and walk...

Waking up once again with out a smile on my face...
Waking up knowing that you are not mine...

Watching the razor as it cuts deep in my skin
watching the blood fallow as it gets longer till...

This haven't changed they never will when will you...
cant you see what hes doing to you.. making you...

The color of my life
the color of my soul, so dark you cant see past...

Do you ever feel like
you did ONE little thing thinking it wouldnt...

I think I'm falling in love with you but its just...
i got a man...

Only 16 i gave this boy what i had left
i thought it was love, he told me so...

I feel so perfect when I'm with you
i feel like I'm actually someone now...

I wanted to believe you when you told me...
i wanted to believe that you actually cared and...

A life inside of me..
and i start to weep...

Sick to ma stomach because for some reason i don't...
sick to ma stomach because i no I\'m gonna loose...