I hated the way u loved me n cared i hated the way all u wanted was me i hated the times we spent together n all the memories we made together i hated the pictures we took but what i hate the most is i never hated anyof it

N the only reason your off my top 8 now is cuz i couldnt handle lookin at the picture of you n her anymore knowin your happy n its all my falt cuz i never could tell you how i felt

N i cant believe you lied to me
but then again i kinda can i jus didnt wanna face the fact that you were jus like all the rest i guess i was hopein it was true

Scars are just places memories can call a home

[[fake a smile]] [[life goes on]]

& i wish i could jus tell you that i still love you that i dont want to live with out you.
yet your movin on n now were friends.
i guess thats all we will ever be, cuz your happy this way

& looking at the pictures of you n me
makes me jus wanna die
cuz i no thats over with
you got what you wanted outa me..

I no i can live with out you.. ive already provin that..
but the thing is I DONT WANT TO

Its only been a month since we fell apart n my feelings for you havent changed.
i still wish you were mine
more then anything

i miss you babay..

Please pray for everyone over fightin in the war..i have one of my realy close friends goin over tomarow.. n im jus so worried.
so please pray n keep everyone of thoes men n wemon over there in your prayers..
GOD BLESS!!!
- alana