Say anything else call me whatever you want just please don’t utter that horrible word please don’t say GOODBYE

What’s so good about goodbye?

Stop making me feel like I'm not good enough stop making me hurt stop making me cry stop making me want to say goodbye

The silent tears that stream down my face the cuts on my arm making me feel like a disgrace that’s all because of you because of the one person that I actually get inside my heart...the one person I thought I could trust...you

Slit my throat
slit my wrists
make it hurt
make it quick
no more tomorrows
not more goodbyes
kiss me once more
so i remember why

Lie to me
tell me you love me

I cant feel these tears
i cant feel my pain
ive driven my body
number and number
with every slice of my blade

Ive done all i can
but theres nothing more
so please leave me
while i cry on this floor

You beat her black and blue
she begs for mercy but never leaves
just because she's in love with you

their eyes are stripping me
stripping me of my inncocence.
taking away everything
everything ive always been.
they silently watch me
watch me cry.
they silently kill me
kill me over and over.