I know that i have to do it.. cuz i cant go one more day seeing your face... so when they read the note.. know your the one who left me this way

And I was fine at pretending
Until I met you
Now everything's a mess
And I can't hide what I'm going through

Me-on cutting..

him: why do you do that to yourself?

me: im doing it because i hate myself i hate my life and i hate people that believe im ok because i put on a smile...

Have you ever wanted to know something so bad and when you find out you wish you never asked?

The sparkle in her eyes
has faded away
and tho she trys
all she does is cry
so she slowly fades
just like the sparkle in her eyes....

Im afraid of who im becoming
but i dont think i can go back to who i was

And ive slowly gone back to my old ways of dragging the blade slowly across my wrist and saying that its all gonna work out in the end...

Come on baby cut those wrists...make it hurt...make it quick

Suicide is not a choice… it is destiny for those who are already dead inside…

Next time I’m just gonna go all the way in… I'm not gonna get scared I’m not gonna be afraid of dying… it can’t be worse than the life I’m living...