I hate living this lie |
I need to get it through my head that you can’t hold on to things that aren’t there… |
You never know what you have until it’s gone…you never miss it until someone else has it |
This stubborn heart of mine just won’t let go of you…even though it never really had you in the first place |
I just want to wake up and let this all just be a nightmare… |
You can’t live life full of regrets so I don’t regret doing what we did I don’t regret letting you hurt me...I just wish that we hadn’t and you hadn’t...that’s not really the same as regret is it?? |
Next time I’m just gonna go all the way in… I'm not gonna get scared I’m not gonna be afraid of dying… it can’t be worse than the life I’m living... |
Suicide is not a choice… it is destiny for those who are already dead inside… |
Come on baby cut those wrists...make it hurt...make it quick |
I hate when people ask me if I’m ok... it’s just another reminder that I’m not... |