I'm dead to emotions
all feeling is gone...

Ripped apart by the unexpected heartache
who knew forever..would be over so soon...

Suffocated by the hurt
wanting my silenced emotions...

Two lovers torn apart
forbidden to follow...

No more thoughts of death
not breathing my last breath...

I told you I loved you
I thought you loved me to...

I knew I'd miss your smile
I knew I'd miss your touch...

I gave you clues
but you didn't choose...

No one can help me now
If you could I'd tell you how...

Lying here crying
lying here awake...

Do you ever think of me...
and wonder if I'm okay...

This isn't how i want it
it's just how it is...