Maybe I was never
Meant to be happy
Or smile..

I just figured if my heart stopped beating it wouldn’t hurt as much

Every time i look at you and think about what you did... jumping off a cliff that has sharp rocks at the bottom sounds pretty fun

I know i'm a geek. I know i'm unwanted. I know i'm not counted. I know people laugh. I know people giggle. I wish i was perfect. I wish i could dance. I wish i could sing. I wish i had a guy where i can say 'yeah, that’s him'.

I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why

The knife gets deeper the pain get worst and the end is closer…

Through the shadows, and into the lies, this is where, alone, my secrets do hide...

No, i don’t cry on the outside anymore....

Everybody is growing up, and with this blade I shall catch up

Trying to keep it all together,
yet I'm falling apart..