Coughing up blood,
From the blade swallowed,
Told you she'd do it,
You fooled yourself.

Awake another night,
No sleep yet again,
Cutting so very deeply,
Causing so much pain.

I cant do it anymore,
I just cant be with you,
All the people saying things,
Im begin to think they're true.

And slowly you begin to take over everything i held so dear.

I'd always loved you, and i've always known that you'll never love me back.

I know you'll be better off without me when im gone.

No matter what i do im always "copying" you.

To be betrayed by a friend, a good friend, a best friend.

Truth be told the tears still fall for you

My light in the dark,
My warmth in the cold,
My strength in my sorrow,
The smile on my face.

& i know im not supposed to think these things, thoughts of suicide