Sadness, falling into the blackness
of depression...

Why do I care?
I have given you all I have...

Heartache, pain deep within.
tears no longer flowing...

*You ask me if I'm OK
I try not to cry...

How do you say it, when the words don't seem to...
how are you suppose to feel, when your is left all...

How can I cry,
when there are no more tears in my eyes...

All my thoughts and strength and love, I give to...
My thoughts of what is to come, what your future...

Last night you held me all through the night, it...

I smile when you call me Cowboy. To hear you laugh...

Last night I dreamed I was in your arms. looking...

Is my life just a dream? Will I wake up one day...

My beautiful Honeybear, letters will never...