I played my position and I played it so well
Yet at the end of the day, I'm the one who failed...

I just turned 21
You think this is when the fun begun...

There r times when I think u r 2 good 2 be true
It seems so unreal that I found a great man like u...

It was one night that went from innocent to lust
A let my guards down, in his eyes I found trust...

I tried to start over, start over somewhere new
Yet now I'm here and my hatred surely grew...

I remember the first time I seen that twinkle in...
I remember when I knew I had to make him MINE...

Your ex is my friend through another friend
We know we want each other but where do we begin...

I've been writing sad things
When I really need to sing...

I'm not understanding
This hold he has on me...

I tricked myself into believe he was true
My heart was closed when he whispered "I love...

It's the way his eyes look into mine
As if he was on a search and my heart was his find...

I'm at this point again where my cheeks are wet
Again from tears and not sweat...