***This poem is dedicated to those who have gone...
It was a love that I almost had...

I'm at this point again where my cheeks are wet
Again from tears and not sweat...

How can you trust what you can not see?
Is what friends asked of my Christianity...

I was told that if you find a true friend you've...
Yet I've come across two that I'll treasure...

We came too far to just turn back
I hurt you, You hurt me, who would want to return...

You make me think twice when I'm speaking to you
Is he lying or telling the truth...

Its craZy how someone you love can really mess...
Its craZy how no matter what, your sanity is so...

It finally happened
I touched your precious lips...

Don't hide behind the pressures of society
Learn from them...

I just turned 21
You think this is when the fun begun...

He never really was my type to begin with
Yet I put my shallow ways in the wind...

I tried to start over, start over somewhere new
Yet now I'm here and my hatred surely grew...