I am crying as I begin this page.
I don't cry for me though...

Have you ever been in love?
Horrible,isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable...

In my heart,big pain
from my eyes,much rain...

(This poem is writed to a parent)
Let me be a defiant teenager...

It should have been me,
not you...

It'snowing outside and
it made me think about you...

If I kill myself tonight,
what would you do...

(I wrote this after I've been talking to my...
You don't listen to me...

Why does you guys in here cut your arms up for a...
Don\\\'t you understand that they are NOT worth...

It was your funeral and everyone was crying
everyone exept me...

You say that you love flowers,
but still you pick them...

I remember your face in the starlight,
I remember how it felt when you touched me...