It hurt so much inside of me right now....Please don't make me use the knife tonight....I don't want to...

I wanted a hug today....but no one gave me one :(

Take me to the ocean....take me home

I didn't mean to scare you with my scars....I just wanted you to know the truth about me....

See behind my smile,
look into my eyes and see the real me

I hate you for what you did to me
I hate you for taking away my wings and the only joy I had.....

The scars on my wrists tell people what I really feel inside...to bad I have to hide the truth from everyone....
I dont want people to see my pain...I dont want them to think I'm weak...

I want people to remember me as I was before all my scars....

I don't cry from my eyes anymore,
I haven't done that since I was five....
I cry now only from my wrists.....

Saying sorry doens't take away the pain I feel inside...