Why does my dreams make me cry?
Aren't dreams supposed to make you happy?
Why does it hurt so much when I think about the future??
Is it because i know that I'm already dead??

...I'm rather alone then around people that lies and hurt me...

No matter how fast you run,your past will always catch up on you....

It doesn't matter how many times I say I'm sorry....it will always be my fault that you are dead.....

Dear Santa,
I only have one wish this year....
Let me hold his hand again....

( I wrote this when I was little....a fantazy thing ;P )

I want to give you everything in the world......but my heart I wanna share with you......

Don't open the door if you're not ready to walk through...

I'm falling,,,deeper and deeper
and there's no one there to take my hand.....

I miss you so much....I'm sorry for what I did....I'm sorry that you were the one who had to pay for my mistake =(

Can't stop shaking right now....don't know why....