For every day that goes
the memories only get stronger, and it hurts more and more inside......

Just because you see me smile,
doesn't mean I'm happy inside

The one who doesn't care....feel no pain

Don't let me wake up in the morning is my last wish....everynight

My heart beats for you baby...it only beats for you...come closer and you will hear that its true...

Everything that once made me smile now only makes me cry.... =(

My pain....My scars....My life....
Wanna trade???

Why is everything that I like,
so wrong???
Why is everything that I care about
so stupid???
Why is everything that happends
always my fault???

Am I really that f**ked up???

I'm not afraid of death....
.....cause inside I already dead.....

Can someone please give me a reason not to kill myself tonight.....