They always get to me,
and it hurts everytime....
Why do my parents hate me so much??

I don't wanna hurt you with the truth of who I am....I don't wanna scare you off

I wonder how many sleeping pills I need to take to never wake up again???

Just hold your wall up and put on a fake smile.....

Even angels fall....miss you grandpa....

People who say that time heal all the wounds,don't know how WRONG they are......

If you're looking for something,
you will never find it.
If you stop looking for the thing,
you realice that it has been right beside you all the time.....

Can't cut deep enough tonight......

The little girl hug her teddy bear as hard as she can
and fall a sleep with tears in her eyes...

(from my poem The little girl in a white nightgown)

My life,My pain,
My secret,My scars,
My body,My tears.....
I don't want this anymore.....