Everytime it feels like you wanna give up your life....
always remember....
the world won't stop just because you're not longer here...

To my ex psychologist

I'm ready to tell my story now
too bad your not here anymore and can listen to it..... =(

I wanted to let go and give up the fight
Tell my heart it can stop beating
You gave me a reason to believe in myself
Just when I'd given up dreaming

The pain is getting too big
I'm falling down to the next level,
I thought I already was at the bottom of my pain,that it couldn't be any worse but I guess I was wrong...
There is NO bottom of my pain,
just different levels..... =(

Can you fall inlove with someone you never kissed?

Wait and you'll see,
one day I'll be
A part of your world....

Dreams don't come true
that's why they called dreams

Why did I fall for you,
when I know that I don't deserve you.
Why do I love you so much,
when I know that you'll never be mine

If you knew
would you believe me?
If I told you
would you listen?
If I show you
would you see?

Some people cry clear tears...
I cry red.....