I need to know,
if you love me too
If these same crazy feelings can come over you.
I need to know,
what I can do
to make you love me the way I love you.

My life,My pain,
My secret,My scars,
My body,My tears.....
I don't want this anymore.....

The little girl hug her teddy bear as hard as she can
and fall a sleep with tears in her eyes...

(from my poem The little girl in a white nightgown)

Can't cut deep enough tonight......

If you're looking for something,
you will never find it.
If you stop looking for the thing,
you realice that it has been right beside you all the time.....

People who say that time heal all the wounds,don't know how WRONG they are......

Even angels fall....miss you grandpa....

No one knows that she every night fall asleep with tears in her eyes...

How can you miss something that's never been yours??

When you saw my scars you kisst them gentle
then you looked at me and started to cry.
Not over my scars,,,but of the pain that made me put them there