my name is kayla. i am 16. it's so sad being depressed at 16. i cut myself just to feel. but i like to party and get drunk. when i am drunk i forget all about my problems. i am crazy and really fun though. i hide behind a smile, when i just really need to cry. oh sadness. but my passion is singing. it gets all of my feelings out. i love music. music has a way to get into your soul. i love rock. mostly the hard, metal, punky kind of stuff. i'm usually angry or sad so i like to listen to it to get my feelings out without actually having to say them. the songs say what i feel.