I can't believe I did this.
I can't imagine how much pain I've caused...

Date Written: September 6, 2007
It was around 1:30 pm...

Date Written: March 25, 2oo8
"I will do everything I can to make sure...

Date Written: October 7, 2oo7
Just stopped raining...

Tears that fall from my eyes.
Pain that comes from my heart...

As I stare into the sky
It is you, the first thing that comes in my mind...

So many things I wish to tell you;
So many things I wish to say...

Bleeding heart;
Since our love fell apart...

None of these people know me;
They all foolishly believed everything...

Date Written: September 9, 2007
Dear No one...

Date written: April 2o, 2oo9
I'm perfect-- that's what you thought...

I know you probably don't care at all;
But deep inside my heart I hear screams...