He is...

My momentary bliss;
A preposterous diversion;
An absurd sentiment;
My self-imbued pain;

&& yet...
He remains to be my only happiness.

I thought love can melt the pain no matter how painful it is;

But I was wrong.

For pain can melt the love no matter how great it was.

I'm your selected amnesia
I'm your unpredictable pain
I'm your tear gas
I'm your addictive bad habit
I'm your morphine
I'm your invincible yearning
I'm your self-inflicted doubt

...&& yet, I'm still the one who makes you complete.

Sometimes ignorance is bliss.
But most of the times..

..it is pure torture.

What hurt more than losing you..

..was knowing you were not fighting to keep me.

The things we planned for our future..

..are now part of our past.

Suicidal Bxtch (8/19/2007 10:54:57 PM): when i love someone i love them completely. with all my heart. and the bad thing is.. nothing is left for me at all.
Zach (8/19/2007 10:55:21 PM): i want someone who's like that...i wish i had you

Of all the stars I wished upon;
I never really thought one would actually...

...Fall down on me. .x33

They say past is past && we have to move on..

But how can we move on when the only thing we want in our future..

..Is our past.? .x/3

&& It's ok. Don't you worry.
Cuz by the time you said goodbye..

I already had moved on.