Everyone keeps telling me to build a bridge and get over it but tell me, how can you build a bridge across the ocean?

Tell me what is worse:
being your own best friend
or your own worst enemy

&& you're number one on the list of my biggest mistakes.

And i use everything within me to keep myself from looking back.

I tried so hard to just get over you and i couldn't. now i realize that's now what i want at all. i don't want you to be some memory hidden in the back of my mind. all i want is to have you back.

Scars whisper secrets of past transgressions.
the floor and walls do remember well the blood that once stained their surfaces.
the halls tell tales of a horrible murder.
something is not right within this home.

I don't need numbness
I need healing.

Optimism is just a form of denial

I realize now it was all just a game to you . next time i'll think before i assume "i love you" actually means something.

Moving on isn't replacing what you had. it's learning to live without it.