How can you cry so much?
how can you take all the pain?
the pain in your heart
the blood on your sleeve
the razors hidden beneath your bed
your parents can hear you crying
how do you get so lonely
and NOBODY KNOWS?

I feel like a broken toy
I’m being thrown away
I wish I could be your dream
but my love doesn’t satisfy
you are my warmth everyday
I couldn’t imagine you gone

Why do they think
I’ll always be happy
just because I take
[M.E.D.I.C.A.T.I.O.N]

I cant breathe
my head is spinning
why cant I move
without seeing the blood

What am I supposed to do
when I’m being spl-it in two
my feelings no longer matter
they all hate me for who
I am deep inside

My HeArT breaks in half
as you walk away from me
you’ll never see my pain
because you’ll never care

We used to be tight
but now is loosened
the grip is gone
and I am forgotten

Your walking by
you don’t notice me
not my tears nor pain
you’ll never glance
just to hear my
[C.R.Y]

I think about you
even though its painful
I cant let you go
your someone I never knew
someone my HeArT
cant live without

I tried to reach for my
meds to take my pain away
but instead I grabbed the
RAZOR.BLADE