Sleep is good, death is better but best is never to have be born at all.

There's no escape no mercy in the world. No remorse. People walk around blinded wrapped up in their own little world with their own little problems. I must leave this nightmare

You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories. You can pretend your not hurting inside but once you realise you can never hide from the pain and hurt consuming you is when you finally no that its time to give up.