I was lost in what I thought we would be
Surrounded in the thought of us forever...

I was thinking of you last night while i was...
wondering if your really up there if you really...

Thoughts of you always cross my mind
remembering how you were so sweet and kind...

I understand we cant have a normal relationship
Sometime it bugs me...

I know there is a reason why I am the way i am
I can't trust because I know how people are...