Do you ever just feel like you aren't enough...for anyone? for anything?

why me?

I knew it was too good to be true. I guess being happy is just too much to ask for. I can settle with the shaprness of a knife.

You don't see the tears, you don't see the pain. All you can see is the smile i'm hiding behind in shame.

I cant put it into words and if i tried no one would ever understand this pain, this love, what makes me alive

I can't sleep at night,
i close my eyes but i can still see you,
i try to hide but the more i cry the more i need to feel you,
i can't escape the pain but i don't want it to ever go away because then i'll know your gone

As I taste my salty fallen tears, i remember that there is no one there to catch them.

Open the eyes of my HeART
and all you will see is PAIN and HUrT
That's the REaL me

My world is closing in
On the inside
But I’m not showing it
When all I am is crying out
I hold it in and fake a smile
Still I’m broken
I’m broken
Only one can understand
And only one can hold the hand
Of the broken

-Building 429

...Smile along the way,
cause you never know who's breath you're taking away...

It's The end of another sad day
and all i look forward to tomorrow
is the same stabbing pain..