46 knots tied on a rope around my neck
I swear I tried and did my best
To rid the world of me

* From my poem 'Scream softly, they're trying to sleep'

So go ahead and smile just like everybody else. You've got your finger on the trigger and you're aiming at my heart so fire...

* From my poem' You've got your finger on the trigger'

Reaching through the darkness to find the screams while this world of ours bleeds crimson regret. And it's more than just the pain of death holding my bloody soul. Can't you see I'm not breathing?

So whisper and tell me where i went wrong. Tell me why everything around you has lost it's shine..
Why nothing glows. Tell me why you're waiting. Or what you're waiting for. Never seen when
Opportunity comes knocking at your door.

Yeah even you're imaginary friend played with the kids across the street didn't it?

Stab my back I've grown accustom to the feeling

He told her
Cause she didn't know
She held on
While he let go
Same old story
Brand new show
She said, "love me."
He said, "no"

You won't cry for my absence, I know. You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?

Didn't see this coming, couldn't see this happening. You think this is bad? Then brace yourself, cause this is just the begining

Is there is something I should know, or have I seen too much?