I would rather die than suffer the pain I feel seeing how much I hurt you each day...

Why must I have eyes to see you're not here? Why must I take one more breath?

Sometimes you have to run away to see who will follow you...

Now I lay me down to sleep.
I pray the Lord my cuts aren't deep.
But if I die before I wake,
You'll know the pain I could not take.

Once upon a time, there was a girl who was broken...

I am...
Artfully torn
Beutifully broken
Amazingly bruised
Perfectly shattered
Wonderfully beaten
Gracefully scared

Staring in the mirror
Seeing nothing but shame
Tears streaming down her face,
Knowing that she's to blame...

I love you with all of my heart and so much more....The sad part? You don't even care....

So read this and remember,
Nothing is as it seems.
Thought my lips say that I'm smiling,
These scars voice my silent screams...

I know I made mistakes
That time cannot undo
But I'll do what it takes
Just to make it through