I'll stop, I tell myself
Just after this last cut...
He's moved on and it's realer than ever
When we broke up but I thought it wouldn't be...
I just wanted a little taste of the life I thought...
To remember the pain of the life I live in my mind...
Five days later
I'm and trying not to slip...
Never meant to cut so deep
But the blood won't stop coming...
These tears I cry are pain to me
I try to forget but it's plain to see...
*If you have time to read this, You have time to...
Dear Mom please understand...
Looking around my empty room
I have never felt so lonely...
If I die before I wake
Tell him my heart is his to take...
This is one more step
This is one more fall...
Just pretend that I'm alive
No one will notice that I'm dead inside...
There's so much stuff you've done for me
And now that our paths have changed...