The death was a shock
right now its a mental block...

Why did you say the things that you said. all you...

It was like i was on a drug. i walked in this room...

I call you my baby boy. because all you have done...
july 2, 2005 a day ill never forget. thank you...

This is for my 20 year old cousin who died January...
why did you have to go and leave me here alone...

If i loose him tonight, ill put up a fight, to win...

You hurt me so badly dont you see. you just dont...

They tell me to dream and believe and that ill...

You broke my heart today. all i want is to go to...

They drive me crazy because they just dont see...

As tears roll down my eyes i take the blade across...

Years ago i thought love was a paradise far away
I flew through the clouds and stopped at a place...