Once in a lifetime
means you don't get a 2nd chance...
It's like..
everything is so wrong...
I know we were supposed to be best friends forever
but it just didn't work out that way...
Hey baby
I've missed you lately...
I know how hard this must be for you
but i can imagine how much you're going through...
I still wake up missing you
i still reach for you in the middle of the night...
I try not to think about you
i try not to feel a thing...
I'm scared to let go
because I'm scared to know...
I watched the blood leak out of my wrists
pour down from my balled up fists...
You don't know what you do
every time you walk into the room...
Three years ago
i was happy with myself...
This is the start of something new
there's so many things i want to try with you...