Do you know what it's like?...
To constantly have to fight...

As the red glow of a cigarette is cast upon his...
He smiles down at the angel of disgrace...

I cut so deep...just for you
For it seems like the only thing left to do...

Sitting here day by day
Every time the same old pain...

As i lay here day by day
I feel the pain, like i etched in my leg...

I've fallen for you so fast
Your so bloody perfect...

You wonder why i am the way i am,
Why i do the things i do...

With the knife in my hand
I look at my wrist...

I am hidden by these shadows
Hidden by life...

I want to scream out these feelings
And just let them go...

I hardly know whats the true me now
Is it the girl who keeps asking "how?&quot...

Gather all of your sorrows in a heap,
Then stare blankly at the small child who weeps...