Do you have any idea how much i cared?
Do you know how much i wish you where there...

I want to scream out these feelings
And just let them go...

As the red glow of a cigarette is cast upon his...
He smiles down at the angel of disgrace...

I hardly know whats the true me now
Is it the girl who keeps asking "how?&quot...

Tonight I cried
As these memories pried...

You wonder why i am the way i am,
Why i do the things i do...

Sitting here day by day
Every time the same old pain...