She used to be the person,
who I would idolize...
It's sad that one mistake,
can put the future on hold...
My desires are beguiling,
a fabrication of the truth...
Like Cyrano and his nose,
I have many insecurities...
Below the murky water she lurks. As if she knows...
Empty space inside of me,
a front that reads no vacancies...
Crackles
heard from afar...
If you had many mouths to feed
And weren't well equipped to write or read...
Back to the bourgeoisie, you'll keep a man down...
Letter in the mail,
mom's in jail...
I wake up and I'm feeling drowsy,
already assuming my day will be lousy...
My bleeding, dying heart,
you tore my life apart...