If existing is so great...then why do I wanna trash this soul trapped deep inside...fighting 2 save my useless mind...wishing things were not this way...unhappiness is here 2 stay...so much pain..whats left 2 gain?

ThE lAsT tHiNg FaR fRoM uR mInD
lIkE a ViNe MoLdInG
AnD bReAkInG dOwN 2 ThE gRoUnD
PlAcEd WiTh A fReSh OnE
wHo WaS mUcH bEtTeR 2 bEgIn WiTh
~NEWER.FRESHER.BETTER~

I could take all the drugs in the world
But Nuttin could take away this darkness
That has built up inside of me
All the drugs in the world
All the scars up and down these arms
It all remains the same no matter how much I try 2 relieve the pain

U feast upon my soul
u ripped my heart from within
u took away my breath
And shook me like a fist of rage
left me cryin tears of pain
why did u have 2 be so mean
was it that hard 4 u 2 be a lovin mate
a cold heart..yours could never be torn apart!

Dreams r what u make them 2 be
But if u have broken wings
And ur soul is ripped from deep within
Then how can u get far in life
When all ur dreams crash b4 u
Leavin u cold and alone
U cut away ur pain & wish 4 it all 2 jus go away...

U put me down like I'm nuttin but trash
Then u push me around like my feelings don't count
U expect me 2 carry the weight on my shoulders
Don't u see ur killing me
Wipe ur eyes and watch me die
since Im such a disgrace in this life

A butterfly forms its wings and flys into the sky
Away from its disgraceful live it left behind
Fearing nuttin ahead in its new life
No more to fear..its much better here
These wings fly me away from all this pain

I'm by ur side until the end of time
I'll tell u no lies 4 that is a crime
I'll catch ur tears and try 2 push away all fears
I'll be here 4 u always n 4ever until the end of time
Jus look 2 ur side my love I will not hide 4 u

This here is one of my fav quotes becuz it is the honest truth..
It takes a minute 2 find a special person
An hour 2 appreciate them
A day 2 love them
But an entire life 2 4get them.

I kNo i SuCk I kNo Im NoT tHe GrEaTeSt PeRsOn In ThIs WoRlD...bUt CoUlD u TaKe ThE tImE oUt And AcTuAlLy AcKnOwLeDgE tHaT iM hErE CuZ ThEsE fEeLiNgS oF mInE bReAk Me DoWn On ThE iNsIde PaInFuLlY....