ThIs sMiLe On My FaCe Is nUtTiN BuT fAke....ThiS FaKe SmIlE iS 2 HeLp Me CaRrY oN....To MaKe U tHiNk I fEeL nO pAin...u DoNt KnO nEthInG aBoUt tHeSe ThOuGhTs oF mInE tHaT blInD mY miNd So DoNt tEll Me Im FiNe

I spoke my mind today
U said no word 2 my taste
Jus sat there like dummies
Jus stared and looked funny
I dont care what u think of me
I dont need 2 pretend 2 be me

I can hardly wait
To go up outta this place
My minds weighed down
My thoughts never come out
I jus wanna get away from here
Where I have nuttin 2 fear

I wanna let u go
I\'m trying my best 2 say go
Get outta my mind
Get away from my heart
Not having u
Is like not being able 2 breathe
U mean so much 2 me
Why cant u see?

I'lL lOvE u 4eVeR aNd A dAy...EvEn If U WeRe 2 lEaVe mE tHiS dAy...My LoVe Is HeRe 2 sTaY...i'Ll ShOw U In AlL wAys..Ne ThInG 2 pRoVe..i'll LOvE u 4eVeR aNd A dAy UnTiL My dYiN dAy

I wonder if i'll ever be fine....i feel so abnormal inside...so cold and alone all the time...dont act like lifes a bowl of cherries...u'd never survive if u had my life...so dont look at me like i dont kno what im talkin bout

U say u are my friend
But why do u lie 2 me?
U say u care..but u do not
U turned ur back on me
U lied and hurt me
With friends like u who needs enemies

Would it be wrong
To tell you how I feel
Or would u show no signs of guilt
Of making me feel the way I feel
I give you my love
And for you its not enough
You step on it like its a bug
Making me feel dieseased

You put the glow in my eyes
And make them shine on days ends
You take the words from my mouth
And melt my insides with lots of sighs
Theres nobody but you
That can make me do the impossible
I look 4ward in2 spending all my life with nobody but u

I kNo i SuCk I kNo Im NoT tHe GrEaTeSt PeRsOn In ThIs WoRlD...bUt CoUlD u TaKe ThE tImE oUt And AcTuAlLy AcKnOwLeDgE tHaT iM hErE CuZ ThEsE fEeLiNgS oF mInE bReAk Me DoWn On ThE iNsIde PaInFuLlY....