As much as im hurting
im gonna be the bigger person
& tell you that im happy for you
even though its killing me inside to say it.

How can you sit there & call me immature when youre the one getting mad that i dont wanna be with you because i know what youre about & i know that youll just break my heart
so obviously you need to re-think what you said.

How could you do this to me
& then have nothing to say
how could you hurt me this bad
& then just walk away...

I cant stop thinking about you
i cant believe you actually did this to me
i never did anything to deserve this
how could you be so cruel
and not even care a little...

Youre the reason i love
and the reason i'd die
youre the reason i smile
yet the reason i break down and cry
youre the reason i keep going
and the reason i fall
i love you so much
but you just dont care at all...

I hate how we can talk on the phone
but at school
you act like you don't even know me...

I just pretend to be happy
so no one sees the pain inside of me..

I tried to protect my heart but somehow you found a way to make me hurt even more...

*my friend wrote this one..*

I'm looking at the stars
and all i can think about is you
and how you made me feel...
its been so long
and i just wonder
if you ever think of me...

I saw you kiss her
and everything inside of me hurt
it was like i was being stabbed in the heart
i wish i didnt see that
but i did
and now thats all i see when i look at you
and im dying inside
it hurts so bad..