These thoughts racing threw my mind
captured and thrown into many words on paper...

Once again your gone and I'm alone all over again
another roller coaster another trip down memory...

I close my eyes and memories explode in my mind
I dream nothing but night mares...

Still just standing right in front of you
Screaming your name begging for help...

Just slit my throat so i can sleep tonight
No longer dreaming of the mares that fright me...

**ok weird title i know but u gotta love it lol**
You can't leave me...

Slit my wrist N blacken my eyes just to be with...
I can't take it anymore, whats a girl suppose to...

Its to hard to look you in your eyes
after the pain they've caused me...

I close my eyes
and all i see is your face...

Why do i always
want the guy i can...

~*Well i guess you can't really call this a part 3...
I've told you I'm not like the rest...

I think I"m in love
Its the hardest thing...