[Will you be there to welcome me
into this world which I do not know...

Tears soak into my pillow
yet my heart continues to beat...

Just a little cut... to release my anger...
one, then two, deeper, and deeper...

I bite my lip hard
I close my eyes tight...

Your so called \\\"god\\\" plays with me
taunts me, mocks me, f.u.c.k.s with my mind...

"Our angels have gone away from you and I...
Angel, Angel...

Put out that cigarette...
just to spark another...

I am fragile; I am weak.
I am insignificant and unimportant...

It's been nine long years since you left this...
and look at how much I have changed...

You will never know how much sadness
one heart can sustain...

Why should I even give a damn any longer?
Yet I do...

Woke up early this morning
too early to remember...