This feeling is odd
the one from deep within...

Childish whispers of broken hopes,
please untie my bonded ropes...

What the f**k is wrong with me
why must I feel this way...

Destined to love,
but not be loved...

Some live life in a closed shell
wondering what to do...

Some say lifes better after death
but for me the results will be different...

You used to say you love me
you used to say you care...

Im tired of covering up
all of my scars...

After a year of this behavior,
I finally was torn apart...

Im sorry Im not beautiful,
Im sorry Im not perfect...

Once in denial, \"not starving myself.\"
but, I was really hungry...

What would you do,
if I died tonight...