I watched you throw your life away-
and you had nothing left to say...

"Our angels have gone away from you and I...
Angel, Angel...

You will never know how much sadness
one heart can sustain...

\" What is the meaning of life?
That is the answer we all seek, is it not...

Your so called \\\"god\\\" plays with me
taunts me, mocks me, f.u.c.k.s with my mind...

Please...
I know I f u c k e d up big time...

Dear Lord...

Reach out to me
I will help you stand...

A nameless tombstone
hidden among the leaves...

Just a little cut... to release my anger...
one, then two, deeper, and deeper...

Paralysis stikes my body, unable to breathe or...
Not fully awake, but not asleep, This person...

My silent screams,
cannot be heard...