Every bruise is a fading hope.
Every cut a secret untold.
Every scar a memory that lasts a lifetime...

I [want] him out of my -mind- but I [need] him in my -heart-

Yeah, my heart is still beating but it hurts so much more.
I hoped I would numb over this time, but this a pain I cant ignore...

-Yes, crappy, but I needed to veeent ...-

Somber eyes speak likes of stone
you cannot be proud when you are alone

"Our angels have gone away from you and I, leaving us to suffer in our own lives.."

-From my poem "Our Guardian Angels"

A friend of mine told me I needed to forget the past, and let it go....

If we are to forget the past..

why do we have to learn History?

Life isn't trying to break us...
It just wants us to suffer...

..like picking at something just enough that its almost dead, but still hangs in there..

I can't shake this feeling.

I'm still here, and I need some one to save me...

-x-Every 18 minutes someone in the US d.i.e.s of [suicide.]

Every 43 [seconds], someone t.r.i.e.s it. -x-

I hate everything I am, and I dont know how I've changed... But I know that one thing will always stay the same...

My hatred for myself.