I can't shake this feeling.

I'm still here, and I need some one to save me...

Life isn't trying to break us...
It just wants us to suffer...

..like picking at something just enough that its almost dead, but still hangs in there..

A friend of mine told me I needed to forget the past, and let it go....

If we are to forget the past..

why do we have to learn History?

"Our angels have gone away from you and I, leaving us to suffer in our own lives.."

-From my poem "Our Guardian Angels"

Somber eyes speak likes of stone
you cannot be proud when you are alone

Yeah, my heart is still beating but it hurts so much more.
I hoped I would numb over this time, but this a pain I cant ignore...

-Yes, crappy, but I needed to veeent ...-

I [want] him out of my -mind- but I [need] him in my -heart-

Every bruise is a fading hope.
Every cut a secret untold.
Every scar a memory that lasts a lifetime...