You make me feel dead inside
You make me wish I'd said goodbye...

My head says I don't care
My heart won't believe...

This pain is kept
As a reminder...

Falling asleep wishing you'd kill me,
I awake wishing I was dead...

Am I your favorite,
The toy you do choose...

I've never seen your face
Yet I miss you...

Held back
The release will come...

Lost in the pain of tomorrow
All that can be felt today is sorrow...

She sits in her underwear with her hair done up
Her skin is too cold to touch...

Pretty things coming close
Like snowflakes floating down...

If these words had a clear meaning
Likely it would seem it'd be negative...

You messed up my life again
Turned my shielding hope into a lie...