* Does not refer anyone but a certain person...
Dear former Proud Solider...

Deadly Faith
Innocent painted wings...

Nothing is ever enough.
Fast or slow the nerves keep digging...

Fields of wings, shadowing hands
aching pain of self neglect...

Take your gun and shoot my heart
take my body, break it apart...

From comments from my latest poems-with some added...

Passion and love fused to one
Shimmering to the light of sun...

Dreamers terror of the loathing night
Ice crystals crashing into rising seas...

Tis a water of mud fellow Americans drink
Hazy, unclear to what truth lies beneath...

Immortal beings whisk away in Hell
bring up dreams of hidden veils...

Critters of the shadow night
call of the haunted souls...

Verse 1:
Spare me in deceit/you only kill me now...