You won't find me
not today...

Look at the cuts
spread aross my body...

I\'m just like you dad
bottle everything up inside...

They say i can't call you
can't talk to you when i'm home...

How can i make you happy?
i have no privlages...

Tear after tear
i tell you my fears...

I dreamed of the days i would be with you
i dreamed of the days you'd say i love you too...

I thought you were different
you turned out to be the same...

You wanted it so here it is are you happy about...
cause in the end i feel so small...

I want to go away
and never come back...

Daddy... you can't save me now
mommy.. in a grave i lay...

Nothing hurts more
then your voice repeating in my head...