Lifes like a dream we think everything is perfect ... but then we realize it was all fake.

1 morning I was in a bad mood my boyfriend pissed me off so bad:

Sam: Hey wh0re what's up?

Me: I'm not in the mood today Sam.

Sam: Aww, poor baby! Cry me a river.

Me: I'm about to fr*cking drown you in a river in a second.

I try to write a poem about you...but even if I could put my feelings into words, it wouldn't be the same. I try to draw a picture of you ... but it's never beautiful enough. I try to love you ... but it's never enough.

You said you didn't want to see me get hurt, so does that mean you turned your back when I cried?

You said you would
love me no matter what.
Now I realize this is true.
You say you love me ...
but hate you me too.

I was asked: What's the perfect kiss?

Pondering for a moment, I answered:

A kiss where you're not afraid to close your eyes. Where you melt into his arms. Where you feel the beat of his heart. Then afterwards you're left breathless...

Grow up or get out of my life. Immaturity is not accepted.

Sometimes its just easier to pretend everything's alright, that way, even if its for a small moment, while your lying to yourself, You really think it is alright. Its better than admiting the truth and having to face it head on.

-Brittney Schmelter

Butterflies in the stomach
Extreme loss of breath
Feelings of dizziness
Unsteady heartbeat
Knees feeling weak
..That can't be healthy

Have you ever wanted to turn your body inside out just to get whatever feeling you have tearing at you out?
~BS