Im sorry for the way that ive been living my life. im letting go, just give me one more chance. cuz im tired of these love songs, tired of all the heart breaks. \"and everythings gonna be alright\", isnt that what they always say.

When your sitting on the sidelines watching your life turn to black, can you help but wonder what went wrong in the fantasy you had when you were little?

Depression-The biggest drug...
Death- the only solution
Living- a waste of time
Life- unrealisttic
Friends-Particals of dust
Everything-- gone

Me- a down right nasty person
You- the person who created my nastyness